Today was just one of those days. I almost had a couple of nervous break downs but i held it together. it seems like you see kids freaking out every day now though. I personally know a couple like Erica Bunpermkoon and Ashley Lloyd. I don't get it. I almost flew off the handle.
a direct quote from today in math.
Me: "I don't know."
Person: "What do you mean you don't know? You're Angela, you're supposed to know, that's what you do."
I'm not a mythical freaking creature, i don't have the answers to everything especially when i just sat through the same lesson you did and learned the exact same thing and wasn't even here for two days when you learned the basis for the lesson today. I know i got a one hundred on the quiz over the section you did when i was out but it doesn't mean i can just spring ahead and teach you and answer your freaking questions like i always do. IT BOTHERS ME!!!! People put you on a pedestal and take every chance they get to kick it out from under your feet.
I'm sorry this post is so negative, i just had a really bad day today and it makes me want to just go be a bum on the street.
I also found out today that i have a higher GPA than Robert but I'm still second in class. What is with that?
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True. I'm just really fed up with pretty much everything right now and that post was just what I was thinking right then.
And I definitely know what you're talking about with people being shocked when you don't know something. I'm not very smart at all and people say that to me. It's annoying, and I want to punch them in the face.
I love both you guys, and believe me, I KNOW how you feel. Imagine, though, being a teacher and, GOD FORBID, making a mistake...or worse, not being all "jolly." Hang in there... :)
well, i'm never really depressed, but i tend to have a lot of negative thoughts towards my academic abilities. i mean, people all the time make comments about how i know how to do this or that, but really, i just nod and silently scream that they're far smarter than i am. *sigh* it's all because i know just random things. like i know that scholars now believe that Sarmatian women (or at least women from that steppe area) were the basis of the Amazons...how i know, i don't really remember...
it was that documentary on the amazonian descendants that we watched
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