stages of sickness

well, i'm sick kids. that's right it's that phase, the phase of being sick where i actually admit i'm sick. this usually happens right before i get well. so this means i usually end up with about two large phases of sick with occasional smaller phases mixed in. the first phase of sick is the denial phase where i say things like "I'm fine" that are complete and utter lies but i'm unaware at the time that they are untruths. but i've gone too far into the phases, at the beginning no one notices i'm sick, i just tend to sleep a bit more and go out a bit less. after a day or so of this, no matter how much i've slept i look like the walking dead and this is when people start asking things like, "Are you okay?" at which point i reply with one of my handy untruths. after this point, but still in the denial phase, i'm actually sick. fevery, nauseous, you name it and usually that very night i become inexplicably pessimistic, "omg, I'm not ready for college. what am i going to do with my life?" etc. It's usually right about then that i start to think, "Hey, am I sick?" and my body replies, "Yes, run for the bathroom." Even after i know i'm sick i tend to power through a couple more days until I give out and can't lift my bookbag, or for that matter can't even walk without falling or running into things (by the way, i fell when i tried to answer the phone and banged up my forearms). For these days of recuperation I feel pretty fine (it's hard to judge though because at this point i've started taking medication) except for the random boughts of sleepiness and noodlyness and the temperature jumps. ah well, that's my life and right now my parents are mandhandling me into going to the doctor. It's working quite well because i'm not up to fighting them at the moment but even in this weakened state it's taken them three days to break me down. I think that qualifies me for the CIA, especially since the CIA has probably never been questioned by my mom.

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So, i've almost finished my senior ad thing. it's kind of depressing having to get my own ad together but i understand. my mom went on vacation and she's handled all the paperwork for years so i was kind of afraid to ask my dad to do it. they both wrote some pretty cool things for me though. i have to print them off tomorrow. Did you know that along with sat fee waivers the guidance office has application fee waivers for universities? it's pretty awesome and the ones i want to apply to were almost all on there. HAHA... my brother is listening to bombtrack by rage against the machine and i had to tell him how we listened to it in AP. we listened to it after i had just written a paragraph for batchelor that i called rage against the machine too. funny how life works out sometimes.
is it so horrible that i've waited to take the sat? Kriegy frowned upon the 12 II kids for not taking it yet so i just kind of sat quietly in my chair. Ah well, it's not like i don't have time. speaking of though, i do need to finish registering for the sat.